1 AM random thoughts... still awake at this time, scanning my surrounding and all pitch dark. I was in the middle of the night, thinking of the time I rejected him. thinking back "what if I didn't rejected him? what if I just told him to wait? would he do it?" seeing now that he had someone who was the person he confine his feelings to when he was still unto me, was a little uncomfortable to see, too awkward to be around them. what if I didn't reject him, what could've happen...